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"When life gets hard, screw it"
Youmin ♥
Fifteen.
I want to live life with no regrets.
I really hate it when people take me for granted.
I'm trying to improve myself to be a better person and
learning to take things easily.
Life's happier that way dontcha think so? :)
Life is good, tho there're really many things that's screwed.
You'll never know me, 'cuz right now,
I'm still trying to understand myself.
Lastly, I live in Happyville :)
& I luvvv Jaychou ♥
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Date: Tuesday, December 29, 2009 || Time: 11:07 PM
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Right now, I am effing pissed off. So angry I can spit fire ah.
#1: This screwed up computer is so fucking LAG and it's really getting on my nerves. Even blogger.com where I vent my frustrations take so long to load. Damn. #2: My fucking brother is pissing me off like F I swear. Unreasonable bastard. Seriously. Everyday I'm quarreling with him like gawddammit. DAMN F. Thn my parents will say I always quarrel with him wtf? I am calculating? What about him? Had enough of this lor. He ziji say today collect th phones, in the end say tmr(WTF?!?!) n thn blablabla become I collect myself. _l_ Cb. So angry seriously. The way he talk machiam he is forever right. Even more naggy than my mother. Jealous then say lar, kpkb. So damn dulan lor. Srsly, how much have I tolerated HOW MUCH? I'm sorry fr swearing but I am so angry! Damn super angry! I don't like t pick a fight but seriously, he's asking me t do ridiculous stuffs like waking my parents in th middle of th night just t get some coins WTF? Then I say why not you do it yourself n he started quarreling with me. WTF? #3: Idk why when you're angry, every single thing seem to piss you off, n that's TOTALLY frustrating. Keep getting angry these few days. #4: I effing hate that feeling when I've insufficient sleep. #5: I'm still damn angry with my brother. #6: Okay, it's taking around 5minutes t load Facebook.com (still loading) WTH?! #7: I REALLY hate it when people take me/things I do for granted. Like wth? It sucks so damn effing much. Lemme tell you, one day, you're going to regret. #8: I hate it when time passes so damn fast n I realised I've juz wasted so much time and I regret. #9: I h8 it when my brother turn on his volume so DAMN loud, so fucking inconsiderate. And then keep telling me mine very loud and tell me to lower down my volume, when HIS is obviously waay louder than mine -.- #10: I hate going t bed feeling so angry. Sorry for swearing lah kay. Bai. I actually don't intend t post today, but who ask him go n piss me off? |
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Date: Monday, December 28, 2009 || Time: 9:16 PM
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Hello! ♥
I'm back frm watching Zhong ji san guo ep 44! Can't wait fr th nxt upload on friday! Nice :P Kayz anw went JP today with wyien, th new bus interchange like cooool~ :D Haha lotz and loads of sales! Heh heh, didn't get anything Xcept fr a hairband 'cuz yeah I'm kind of broke :( HOW SADDENING :'( Okay fine whatever. Saving money is a virtue, must learn from me lor! :D Anyway I'm getting my phone tmr i think! My brother will b getting it fr me.. Bcuz I can only collect it at 7.30pm tmr n I effing have got POA tuition at 7.30pm! FML. K lar, but still, happy happy me! (: Ehhh anyway, shld I watch Momo love? Or Autumn's Concerto? Or Hai pai tian xin? while waiting fr ZJSG t come out.... WALAO EY SERIOUSLY ._. Autumn's Concerto is a freaking awesome drama! Momo love is kind of .... not that nice lar. K tho I only watch about 3-4episodes. Don't rly like that show ley ;o I think I shld watch Autumn's Concerto, hor Desiree? =D Taiwan got alot of nice dramas lor! Then their male/female leads also quite good looking, heh heh! d: WO DE TIAN ARRRRR! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS. Nxt week school starts!!!!!! OMFFFFFG! HOW IS THIS EFFING POSSIBLE???? FUCK!!! ><>
Tell me how awesome is his lyrics?! So sibeh cheem to the max! I totally can't understand what th whole damn lyrics mean till I see th english translation n realised how beautiful n awesome it is! Seriously! ♥ |
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Date: || Time: 1:25 AM
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Look at me
You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? :( Labels: Christina Aguilera's Reflection. |
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Date: Saturday, December 26, 2009 || Time: 11:25 PM
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Hello, I'm blogging like really often. Too often.
I feel like isolating myself from th net, haha. Zhen de lor. I guess I will be like, much happier, y'see. Haha I'm not trying t say anything lar, really. :) These few days are like kind of shitty for me. I really mean shitty. Because of many things lar. N christmas was one of my worst day of '09. What a day hur? :o Teeheez anywayyy, I slept fr like 2hrs juz now unknowingly lor! Haha :D Tmr's my brother's bbq -.- K la I'm damn angry with him now. {inserts reason why} Like damn what lor he, juz a fucking loser. Anyhoo, sucks much cuz I've t help him prepare fr his damn bbq -_- N it's like, parents are doing more things n evt, while he juz didn't do much. -.- Can't help it but always lose my temper at him. Cuz idk why he juz keep doing things that piss me off. Like when I'm in a bad mood he always come talk t me, LOL. K nvm -skipskipskip- Today's alr th 26th! (!!) OK duwan to be a spoiler so -skipskipskip- K I'm currently chewing on gum Desiree gave me frm Japan. Very nice (Y) Is gum from Jap better than gum from China? Lolllll I'm juz being random lar. :D Anw my room currently look v neat now =D {inserts satisfied look} I think I really like t stay at home. Like zai nu lor, haha. But srsly, don't you like that peaceful n relaxed feeling? :D :D Oh and lastly, I can't wait 2 go n collect my phone(tgt with my mom's) on wed! Can't make it on tuez coz I effing have tuition! Like damn %$#$@#$* New phone new phone yay! ^^V ffffinally no more LG(h8 it), weehooohoooz! :P Alright, Z J S G ep 41 now! Baibyeeee ♥ |
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Date: || Time: 12:04 AM
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One of Jaychou's best song I guess. 难过是因为闷了很久 是因为想了太多 是心理起了作用 你说苦笑常常陪着你 在一起有点勉强 该不该现在休了我 不想太多 我想一定是我听错弄错搞错 拜托我想是你的脑袋有问题 随便说说 其实我早已经猜透看透不想多说 只是我怕眼泪撑不住 不懂你的黑色幽默 想通却又再考倒我 说散你想很久了吧 我不想拆穿你 当作是你开的玩笑 想通却又再考倒我 说散你想很久了吧 败给你的黑色幽默 我的认真败给黑色幽默 Isn't chinese songs way more meaningful than english songs? Well at least in my opinion it is. What's with people who say Jay can't sing? Can't understand what he sing? Look at th lyrics la! -_- Don't tell me any singer sing a song n without looking at th lyrics you know all th words he/she's singing -_- I think it's his way of Xpressing his emotions, which seriously moves me. I hate it when people say Jay 'can compose but can't sing' Shut it. I believe everyone has different opinions, and these are juz mine, you can disagree, but I'm not gonna argue with you for that. :) I love JAY ♥ |
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Date: Friday, December 25, 2009 || Time: 9:37 PM
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Hello.. Alright I had th worst christmas ever. :'( I kind of got a new phone today. Samsung jet? But frankly it failed t cheer me up n I'm not happy at all. Because.. haiz nvm. Collecting it on either tues of wed lar. Today my brother, me n my mother got a new phone, lol. Actually it was only my mother getting lar, then idk why did we get too ;O & my parents like not v happy t get a new phone for me lor T_T Yknw if I didn't change my phone now, I've 2 wait 4 another year, another year with that LG phone? Gawd. Can't blieve they thought of doing that 2 me. :( Typed a whole chunk of words, but decided to clear it off.. Just a very bad day for me la. Baiiiii. Anw I wanna get my new phone soon! Tuesday quick come! You know how much I wished I've never existed? I really wanna leave this place full or hurt, and hate. |
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Date: Thursday, December 24, 2009 || Time: 8:45 PM
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Helloooo.
I'm like freaking SIAN now.. My christmas' eve is spent at home, how sad :( Oh it's spent with tuition from morning till 3pm, wtf :( T_T Sieh sian now lar.. But also, going out = spend money, staying at home = save money. (Y) Lol.. I hope I'll receive some christmas cards 2 cheer me up, haha :) Okay I'm staring at this post and wondering what 2 write n not sound too upset, lol. :o Lol anw, altho I'm always complaining bout tuition, but I'm kind of glad I've tuition during th hols. If not, I'll definitely be rotting my days away happily~ Thn sch reopen confirm GG D: Alright I got to go, bai. |
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Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 || Time: 8:46 PM
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Hello peepoz! I'm back like, not long ago from town..
Dead tiring I swear. My feet still hurts from all th walking :( Okay we went to this Converse Warehouse hmm at MacPherson road? I'm not too sure lar, lollllz. Aftr that we cabbed 2 Paya lebar n thn trained 2 Orchard. I got many things today I suppose, super happppppppy! :) Th two things I'm most satisfied with, are my lovelyyy Sketchers shoe, and th Everlast sleeveless top! Like 'em so so muchhhy! :P Th rest also bueypai! Teeheez :D I luv Sales ttm! Awesome! :D Quite a fruitful shopping trip lar, but I'M BROKE! :'( Sieh sad can. I want money money money!! $_$ Damn saddd, have ta start saving liaoooo! ): ): $_$ Can't stand it that school is starting, srsly can't stand it!!!! T_T K anw, I've learnt my lesson NOT to go home during th peak hours. Like seriously OMG lor!! The train is packed daoooooooo~ No space 2 move @ all n like, confirm miss a few trains b4 being able 2 squeeze inside. N then when I'm on bus 67 home, I'm stucked in a stupid traffic jam, seriously wth!! Rched home at arnd 8pm, whn I'm supposed to at like, 7?? Damn angry. Jeez I'm so tired I wanna sleep! It's only 9plus n my hair's still wet but I wanna sleep!! :( Woke up at like 8AM today you know???? N I've Maths tuition tmr at 9.30AM to 12.30pm!! TIAN AHHHH~ N after that maths tuition, I've english tuition frm 1-3pm. WHAT IS THIS!! :'( Oh and anw, people have alr received th x'mas cards that I sent them! So efficient ar postmans~ Haha! Gawwwdz, I've blisters on my feet n it's quite pain! :( :( Ok I'm off, I feel like sleeping! I need 2 sleep! Have been quite deprived of sleep these few days.. Prolly I shld go 2 bed aftr an episode of Zhong ji san guo! xP Baibaiiii! :D Youmin loves you! (heart) |
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